Today was OK. Not great, just OK. I got my water in, I ate a healthy breakfast and a healthy dinner. Notice I missed lunch in my accolades. My best friend invited me to go out to lunch for Mexican food. Do you remember yesterday and the lunch fiesta at work? Suffice it to say, my BFF knows exactly what buttons to push and he pushed the right ones today.
I don't blame him, that would be an excuse. I agreed to go; I made the decision. If no one asked me today I would have been perfectly fine eating the lunch I brought, but I have a hard time saying no, especially to my best friend.
I'm not down on myself for today because, unlike last week, going out to lunch didn't mean the rest of the day was blown and give me an excuse to just toss my plan out the window. No, I went home and continued on as if I was still on my normal daily routine.
Day #114 is in the books. I would trade just about anything for one undisrupted night of sleep. I look in the mirror and I see that same guy I used to see before I got my CPAP; I look tired and run down. Maybe tonight will be the night.
Stay Strong!
Sending you waves of blissful unconsciousness.
ReplyDeleteThis is so important, if a laps happen, not to take that as a free for all opportunity... good (not great but good) job!
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