I have to get on the scale tomorrow. What's worse, I suspect that my Wii scale will not allow me back on again. Sorry, but if that happens I will not be going down into the dungeon; I'll just have to wait until the following week.
There have been a number of things that have happened to me over these last 2 weeks that I could use as excuses. I could but I won't. I am owning my poor performance; simply stated, I got complacent after having some success. That complacency very quickly turned into a loss of focus and once I lost focus I just couldn't seem to get it back.
It's easy for complacency to set in after a short time. I'm sure you've been there before, everything is humming along just fine so you bend the rules a little. Nothing happens so you bend them a little more. The next thing you know, you've completely let things go for "a while".
There's actually a part of me that hopes the Wii scale doesn't work tomorrow because I know I didn't earn a loss this week. Getting bad results might be just what I need to snap me back into shape. There's still plenty of fight left in me. Last night I questioned whether I have really changed. I know in my heart the answer is yes because if I haven't changed I would have given up by now and I probably wouldn't even have the courage to post. Time to face the music on Day #111 and regain that focus.
Stay Strong!
I know what you mean about bending the rules a little and then trying to do it more and more. I have to work real hard not to do this because it is my MO. Only reason why I have to be so 'strict' with almost everything.
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